candle light me.

I had to finish up my candles. Alyssa can't help but to be super excited thinking Im doing all that for her birthday. :)

today.

Erna has been a good girl, so thus, she gets to go to OU to get her stuff(coz she's been good).
She has been wanting to go there like forever(a week is forever bahaha!) but mesti pergi tmpt lain jadinya haha.
So becoz she's been nice for the past week, she gets to go to OU( wadafak i keep repeating myself.)


and she gets herself this!




and now she's happy for being a good girl. Nothing nawtie, I assure you hahaha.

Then then, she found out that OU has takoyaki (OMG OMG!) and she ate baby tako and some unagi and one uber wonderful green apple snow shake(shall get that again).



Okay kay bye.

you know that i could use somebody, someone like you.

by Aaron Nace

It was supposed to go on like we planned, but it didn't. I was furious, beyond angry. My blood bolied to my head. And I slept, being mad. The sun rose, the rays shined on my sleeping figure. I was too exhausted, my brain and body can't compromise with the sun.


I slept, and finally, I woke up. Nothing. Nothing from you. I called out for you, so many times and no response. Its like Im outside a cave, the only thing I heard was my echoes. Darkness. Nothing to show or to reflect you, your being.


I knelt down, exhausted from chasing and the promises. I shut my eyes, tight. I bit my lips, it bled. My clench tightened, my nails hurting my very flesh. I almost lost the war I fought for, for years.



Then, like a tiny spark, you twinkled.
Just one beep.
Just one.



Then you grew, blinding my eyes. Strong energy, you must have. Even then, I can't help but to feel ecstatic. That's how you would make me feel, everytime.



Like in the movies, your lights, small, flowed from you and wrapped around me, hugging my very body, allowing me a taste of sheer bliss. My mind was tangled and entwined by your thoughts, my body wrapped around your taste. And for a while, I forgot where I was, coz with you, I belong. Definitely.